endeavors

Thursday, September 26, 2002

I sometimes wonder if I've made the right choice. Then I have a day like today, and I think, "Only two more weeks. Only two more weeks."

Friday, September 20, 2002

There's been a lot of negativity lately, so I haven't had the desire to post. I'm having job issues. The rest of my life is fantastic, it's just the place I spend the majority of my time sucks. I'm not cut out for high pressure sales in an emotional environment. So I've had to come to some decisions. Because the money is great, and it's hard to pass that up. However, the last acting I did was back in November. And that's not good. Anyway, things might be different in a few days.

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

HAPPY BIRHTDAY, NATASHA!!!

Thursday, September 12, 2002

How could you not pull me over? Either one of you? I was going 80 in a 60, and you were only one mile apart. And my license is at Dominics right now. Not that you knew about that part.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

The Boy is lying on my bed with his knees by his ears trying to make himself fart.
Ahh, the things we do for entertainment.

Friday, September 06, 2002

Sometimes your mind can turn to morbid thoughts when you are sitting in a doctor's office for an hour and a half.

Do you think everything happens for a reason? Do you believe in coincidences? Why do we have insecurites? Will I ever get over them? Why do we have baggage? How come there have to be quotas? Will we hit goal tomorrow? Why am I not staying home tonight? When will this all end?

Thursday, September 05, 2002

How does one give oneself a bloody nose? Well, let me tell ya. Begin by walking in the dark holding your cell phone in your left hand and your keys in your right. Then the wind needs to pick up and blow hair in your face, not only startling you, but also making your eye itch. Then, quite quickly and violently, you should shove your hand in your face to scratch your eye and get your hair out of there. Naturally, the antenna of your phone will proceed directly up your nose in a painful manner.

How is it that one person can be so klutzy?

Monday, September 02, 2002

The wedding was amazing! Went to Boston for the first time. And I wanted to stay a day longer with my good camera to take pictures. History doesn't really interest me, but when you're standing in front of a tombstone, and the letters are almost completely weathered away because it's over 150 years old, your perspective tends to change. Heather and Amy were stunning, of course. And so was the church. Everything was great. I rode public transpportation for the first time in my life. And it wasn't bad. Actually, the T was great. Very easy to find my way around. Everything was clearly marked with maps on every train. I could easily live there. It was so beautiful. I wish every major city had transportation like that. No traffic jams, no road rage. It made so much sense. And I read all of the Harry Potter books Tosh gave me. Beung in Boston made me want to travel more. I like plane rides and going to places I've never been. But, I guess everyone's like that. The toast went well. I was nervous about that. Everyone was all, "But you're an actor." True. But it's different when it's my own words. Nevertheless, I was happy with what came out of my mouth. I didn't feel cheesy or generic. And then I spent the rest of the weekend with The Boy. Always enjoyable. So, that's what's up with me. Hope all is well with everyone else. And as for travel, according to zha, it's only $2 to fly from LA to Vegas. Plus there's some airport fees. But basically the round trip could be under $50. This makes me very happy, seeing as I'm moving to LA, and I've always wanted to go to Vegas. As for this minute, I'd like to be on a beach. Hmmm, maybe this January. Who knows?