Twice I stared at my computer screen today at work, fighting the lump in my throat.

I went through old pictures last night.

Today I called Martha. That was hard. She sounded really good. She was eating ice cream, which made me smile. With much difficulty, I managed to keep my voice steady when we spoke.

I will see her in July. I will see Hanuman again. I will meet Zephyr. She says he's just like his dad.