Dear Today,
Fine, you win.
Love,
Ashley


So, sometimes I take a step back and can't believe the wonderful things that are going on. I bought my NY tickets yesterday. Then got a myspace message from an old college friend who asked if I was going to the LA Improv Fest. Sure! Why not? So I have a place to stay. (p.s. but i don't want to drive alone, so if anyone wants to be my car buddy, let me know. you will have to get your own place to sleep, however.) Tomorrow is another K Some A rehearsal. Tonight I'm going to see Big Japan (Adam Brody's band) with Cassy because we are 12. This weekend the Remainders are coming over for Memorial Day Fun. Plus rehearsal. The Tommys are starting rehearsal the 1st week of June. Then it's my trip to Vegas to watch more Cirque. Then New York. Then maybe Hawaii and Austin. I was just complaining about wanting to buy a house. Now, all of my money this year is budgeted towards trips and classes. My telecommuting training is going really well. Everything is just so disgustingly great.

I talked with Faith for a while last night. I love living with her. We are both very good for each other. She helps keep me sane. And vice versa. See, I feel like I don't deserve all of this wonderfulness. And that I'm going to do something to horribly mess it up. I'm not taking it for granted, and I'm trying to be appreciative of what I have. I tend to want more, even when things are going great. Like, I want to be working from home NOW and I want to take IO classes NOW.

Patience.

This is my greatest struggle.