OK, I no longer want to jump off a bridge.

Reminded myself of little things. Of how I'm being looked out for. I was in physical therapy for a month to strengthen my knees. For no other reason than I had the insurance. Like when they discovered my dad's heart problems. There was no reason for him to have a physical. He just went. And so did I. It is because of that new strength that I didn't injure myself more seriously when I fell.