My bridesmaid dress arrived today. I've known Steph since I was three. But I'm done now. I will not be in any more weddings. First it was Meredith, then Heather. Now Stephanie. I love all of these girls, and am thrilled to be a part of this day. Don't get me wrong. But weddings are expensive. I had to fly to Boston for Heather and back home for Steph. Then there's the dress, shoes, hair, and gift. The only other weddings I will be in for the rest of my life are my sister's and Tosha's. And neither is getting married any time within the next ten years. I, myself, will not be getting married (probably ever--or at least until after I'm 30), so I won't have to worry about that. Paul has been invited to three or four weddings this year. If we'd waited until January to move out here, things would be different. He's flown home once, and will be heading back again soon. The others he had to turn down. Oh, and I can't go home for Christmas. We're not allowed to take any time off from Nov. 1 through the rest of the year because we're switching to a new computer system. I have to work 9 hour days to make up for the three days I'm going to miss in November. This whole thing sucks. I hope I get an agent so I can start working so I can quit this job. Buh. Sorry to sound so negative, but I'm not in a good mood. I do, however, have my film class tomorrow, which I always look forward to. So, yea for that.