I'm not sure it's worth it anymore. If The Boy was here this weekend I wouldn't have been able to see him. But he's gone :( , so I don't feel so bad. I'm dreading waking up tomorrow at 6 in the morning on a Saturday and having to stay two hours after we close because it's our six week audit and I have four thousand reports that need to be done. I mean, how long do you stay in it for the money? The good thing that's coming out of this is the fact that it's incredibly motivating to do something about my acting career. At my current job, I can't do anything. This sucks up my life. At the camera store, they would work with me. And I wouldn't think about it when I wasn't there. And I wouldn't have any responsibility. And I wouldn't have any stupid reports. So I'm going to talk to a couple of agents in a couple of weeks (no more days off until September since I'm going to Boston for the wedding), and hopefully something will come of that and I can quit being an assistant manager, and I can go back to being a Processing Specialist. And not have to wear suits.