I am having self esteem issues as of late and am considering an experiment. However, I'm not sure I want confirmed what I think the outcome will be. Like that one time when I stopped initiating sex with my then live-in boyfriend to see how long we would go without having sex and after 3 weeks of him not initiating anything I decided that was a stupid experiment.

Anyway, the experiment in my head would take a few months. I will publish my findings. And then probably cry.